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nicole is a flaming homo-tard.
<3 sara--her amazing sister.
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yawwwwwwwn...im tired...falling asleep at 7 am is not a good idea...ran around like a nut today doing last minute errands b4 i leave
robertsville reunion was interesting, haha...a lil awkward at first, it wast just me, paige, laurie, catherine, and patrick, but it was fun, very glad i went, wish it could have been a lil longer and earlier in the summer...i was late to dinner (as usual) and the waiter yelled at me when i got there and was like "nicole u finally show up!" no one knows how he knew my name tho, haha
went underwear shopping after dinner, haha...i bought tons of crazy funky undies and when i went to go pay for them the only register open was being used by a guy, so naturally i felt a lil uncomfy...and when i put all the panties down the cashier goes..."daaammmn girl, you went to town...you've got enough undies for two weeks!" haha it was funny
mom and i went to target, bought tons of bath stuff for school..shampoo, conditioner, shaving cream, body wash, all that good stuff :) my new deodorant smells awesome...i can smell myself now, haha
im having people over thurs night b4 i leave...everyones invited...movies,food, just hanging out, my last chance to see everyone b4 i leave, i hope peoples can come :)
leaving in two days, dont know what to expect, but like spongebob always says..."i'm ready!" :)
"Nothing is certain, this I know
Wherever we're headed I'm ready to go..." -Meredith Edwards
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well its 5:51 AM and i absolutely and positively cannot fall asleep...i just finished watching What A Girl Wants w/Amanda Bynes...one of the cutest movies i ever saw!
im leaving for college on friday, 3 days to be exact...im very excited, i have much last minute shopping and packing to do, never gonna finish!
all my girls are gone :( no one of them will be home to see me off...jessicas in florida, sheilas praying in pennsylvania, veronica is on a boat and lipica works ALL day, EVERY day...sigh, maybe its better that way...i've still got my boys, hehe
hung out with sheila last night, well actually the night b4 bc its now tuesday morning, haha...neways...hung outwith sheila sunday night, with her cousin howard from atlanta, a very awesome dude, he made us watch this movie called Harold and Maude...it was soo good...i recommend it to all...
"A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they're not dead, really. They're just... backing away from life. Reach out. Take a chance. Get hurt, even! Play as well as you can. Go team! GO! Give me an L! Give me an I! Give me a V! Give me an E! L. I. V. E. LIVE! ...Otherwise, you got nothing to talk about in the locker room." -Maude
well its now 6:20 AM and im gonna try and get a lil shut eye...i've got lots to do tomorrow...night night...or morning morning...hehe
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| i could not ask for better friends! |
[06 Aug 2003|01:08pm] |
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the closer i get to leaving for school the more i dream about going away and last night i definitly had the funniest one!! i was at Clemson, taking an economics class and Anderson was the teacher!!! hehe how funny is that?( i was late to class too! what are the odds? im late everywhere i go!) i know i keep saying this everytime i post, but it really is starting to sink in now! haha...i have 9 days left, im gone next friday, thats insaneee...i really don't know how i feel about it right now, i'm numb from everything...
i've been doing ALOT of shopping for school stuff, its been crazy, do you know how difficult it was to pick out a surge protector?! haha im a dork! i got a really awesome one btw, haha...
i'm trying hard not to make this an entry about going away to school but everything we've all been doing these past couple weeks has been because we're all leaving! I'm a huge procrastinator so i want to push all the tears and hugs till the last possible moment and enjoy all the time we have left, even tho for some thats only today and tomorrow(mo! grr)!! (damn all you vacationers!)
o0o funny story...haha lipica tried throwing me a surprise going away party bc i'm the first one to leave...i showed up 5 hours late! haha...she told me was having people over to go swimming and stuff and the day b4 i went hiking (i'm choosing not to discuss the details of that trip).... so i was extremely tired and starting to get sick, so i decided it wouldnt be a big deal if i skipped out on "swimming" at her house...i didnt know she was having people over for me! so when i woke up around 6:30 (haha everyone started showing up around 2) i called her bc i had crazy irate voicemails from her and massive missed calls, she told me the party was for me! i felt soo bad, but not too bad since it turned out to be a small party anyway, haha, but i do appreciate all who went, when i was there and when i wasnt, haha...and i love you sooooo much lipica for the evening!! it was a blast! :)
sheila was telling me that a couple nights ago her and matt were hanging out and they had an awesome day and when they came home they were talking about going away to school and when sheila started to tell matt she didnt want me going away she started crying, uncontrollably and matt couldn't calm her down...i wanted to cry when she told me this...but i didnt, im pushing the crying for the last minute! honestly though, i love you sheila! and even though we're going to be 713 miles apart (haha i checked it on mapquest) we'll still keep in touch and have breaks and summers!
honestly, i couldn't be more happy with the people i've become friends with....i truely feel loved and blessed to be able to have all of you as friends! sigh, i hope that i can meet people in school just as amazing as all of you, but no one will ever replace any of you! :) and now i need to go because this post made me all emotional....
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| i don't wanna waste another moment... |
[16 Jul 2003|02:07am] |
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i have 30 days left b4 i leave...its starting to really sink in now...sigh
i feel like i have so many unresolved issues and things to do b4 i leave and ONLY 30 days...i really don't want to leave here on bad terms with anyone...but i feel like certain things just aren't gonna smooth over...sigh
im completely obsessed with the new michelle branch cd...its called Hotel Paper...go out and buy it! the whole cd is good...first song to last song...sigh...(haha its so good that a "sigh" was needed)
arts fest was awesome! hehe...it was good to get away and party hard for the weekend, hehe...it was definitly a needed break away from home ...went to my first frat party, that was an experience in itself...i learned 3 important things...1) don't wear white...hehe cat got into a fight with the grass but the grass won! 2)dont wear flip flops unless u want "frat feet" and 3) and if u have a problem with drip drying then always keep tissues or toilet paper in your bag! PEEING IN A FRAT HOUSE IS NOT PLEASANT! (esp. for a chronic pee-er like myself, haha)...neways...had a blast with the girls...the drive up...the many pee break stops...the VAN...the funky looking white stuff in the pool...v almost beating the shit out of the girl on line for a slice of pizza (" u f*ckin piece of white trash, if u dont stop bumping into me, im gonna f*ckin beat your face in!" -Veronica)...rudy's friend's trippin...QUARTERS! (im worse at quarters than i am at spoons!)...punching everything off the nighstand in my sleep, haha....GOOD TIMES!
neways...back to the grumpier mood...all the hanging out and partying is catching up with me...these past two days ive been a huge bum...no work, no hanging out...just me and my couch spending quality time together...i am proud to admit that in the last 2 days i have watched...drive me crazy, boys and girls, loser, on the line, and crossroads (all quality movies, hehe)...and i have just rented myself on dvd every epsisode of So Little Time (the mary kate and ashley olsen show...it rocks!)
my roommate called! which was kind of exciting but kinda bad..bc we're in overflow housing which means ihave to move again once im down there, so chances are i wont stay with the same roommate...so that stinks...we didnt talk for very long, it was kind of an awk convo but that was kind of expected...shes from virginia, shes a year older bc she took a year off...her name is katy, shes cool....so yea i have to start all my college shopping...i went today to look around...theres so much i need and want, haha...im a lil excited but a lil bitter...actually buying the stuff just forces me more to realize how close i am to actually leaving...i just need to breathe!
"If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe..." -Michelle Branch
sweet dreaming...
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| that was a crazyyyy game of pokerrrr! |
[10 Jul 2003|06:47pm] |
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went to the cheesecake factory last night, that was a fun and very filling night, hehe, i ate way too much! i had this crazy huge salad that was impossible to eat and then i ate this nasty bitter tasting piece of lettuce and i was afraid to eat the rest of my salad, so craig said..."don't let one piece of bad lettuce ruin the rest of your salad..." how very prophetic of him, haha...it's pretty true tho!
veronica, laurie, cat and i are going to psu this weekend for arts fest! wahoo!
v's brothers frat song is "Crazy Game of Poker" by O.A.R...its this crazy southern hick song, i love it!! hehe
"That was a crazy game of poker
I lost it all
but someday i'll be back again
And I, never to fold..."
we're leaving tomorrow morning/afternoon, the ride is gonna be torture tho...four hours of driving with four different girls who have four absolutely different tastes in music! haha...
AHH! THIS WEEKEND IS GONNA BE A BLAST! : P
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i DESPERATELY don't want my summer to end...
i've been having a blast all summer and all i do now is think about how upsetting its gonna be to leave for college...38 days left!
the norah jones concert was awesome! it was a gorgeous night for a concert and i was very impressed with norah jones vocals...shes has a much more powerful voice live...i split the time at the concert with my dad and with the gang...first half i hung out with my dad in the good seats and then i went up to the lawn with sheila, lauren, tim, phil, lauren b, jordan and kathy...it was fun...we ate wendys in the parking lot after the concert...eat great, even late! hehe...no david michael that night tho :(
i've been to the beach like 873487324987 times so far this summer but im not getting tan! i get red, then the red goes away, and then im back to being all pale again...im the palest italian i know! :(
went to the city with my dad last week...it was lots of fun...we went out to lunch and to the metropolitan museum of art...we had a blast making fun of some of the paintings...some of the paintings had the silliest names...example...one of the paintings was called "still life of a ham"...haha my dad and i thought that was funny, guess u had to be there...then i got yelled at for touching one of the picture frames...whoops...the day just confirmed my desire to live in the city after college...
fourth of july weekend was a good weekend as well...july 3rd i went to see fireworks in redbank with everyone, it was a nice night...followed by another nice night on july 4th...even tho i was a lil late, hehe...i had super huge drama with my nose ring, i just dont think this damn thing was meant to be! neways...just hung out with the gang, went to dinner, watched vanwilder(lipica...whats muffdiving?hahaha), and slept at sofias (where i was brutally attacked by bugs!) july 4th would have been perfect, but sadly, Barry White passed away... :( we were all very upset when brickman broke the news to us...hehe...barry white was the man...RIP!
salomon has been shipped off to boot camp(hehe not really bootcamp, west point, same thing tho!) for the summer...i miss him very much!
i think all the hanging out and late nights are starting to catch up with me...i haven't been feeling very well...i stayed in saturday night, worked all day sunday and was exhausted but saw fireworks at freehold raceway neways...and then today at the beach i had a mini sun stroke, it was not fun...i didnt eat anything b4 v and i left for the beach and we were laying out tanning and it was sooo HOT! so i got up really fast to go in the water and i had a horrible head rush, and i was overcome with nauseau and dizzyness, i couldnt even stand up...i thought i had to throw up so v was walking me to the bathroom and i just plopped (hehe thats how v described it) down on the sand in the middle of nowhere bc i couldnt stand up anymore, and everyone was spinning and v was starting to look red and dark...and then she walked me back to our towels and i had to lay down and drink water, it took a lil while b4 i could see straight and sit up w/o getting nauseous, it was pretty scary and i think i freaked v and phil out (my apologies to both of u and my thanx bc idk what would have happened if u werent there with me) but i definitly freaked myself out...no more sun for me for a lil while...
as well as all the sun and fun wearing me out, i think just the thoughts of leaving for college are making me a lil uneasy...i know im ready and im not afraid but i just can't grasp the fact that im actually leaving...sigh...i think some sleep is necessary now...
sweet dreams Y'ALL! <~~~ haha im practicing my southern accent b4 i leave! : P
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| schools out for the summer! :) |
[27 Jun 2003|10:49am] |
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alrighty...have not posted in a while...but schools out for the summer! haha
"schools out for the summer
no more pencils
no more books
no more teachers dirty looks
schools out for the summer!" -Alice Cooper
i graduated!! i am no longer a high school student anymore! im not exactly a college student yet either, hehe, im just kinda in between right now...neways...graduation was cool...we had to split our class into two ceremonies bc it needed to be held inside due to yucky weather, which kinda sucked...but it went by really fast, kinda the way high school did...i'm still having trouble realizing that its over now, for good...crazyyyy...i didnt cry tho :)
my dad couldn't come to my graduation bc my bro was graduating from middle school on the same night...silly schools, they should discuss these types of things...neways...yea so that wasnt cool that my dad couldn't come, but its ok...after graduation my dad, mom, sis, bro and i went out to dinner at main street bistro to celebrate, which was very weird since my parents are quite the divorced pair...it wasn't bad, just a lil weird...
after dinner the gang and i celebrated our 4 years at mhs by partying it up at seths! that was alot of fun...hehehe...it feels like i havent stopped partying since graduation...salomons graduation/going away party was the next day, that was awesome, except for the crappy weather...i cant believe salomon is leaving on the 30th!! crazy crazy crazyyyyy stuff! im gonna miss you salomon!! :)
taking a few steps back...the day b4 graduation, we threw sheila a surprise birthday party! it was awesome! she was so surprised and so many people showed up...but poor sheila got really sick that night so that was no fun, but she still managed to have a good time...wahoo!! i love u girlie, even tho your missing your pinky toe nails...haha...since im speaking of sheila i must say that out of everyone whos signed my yearbook so far, her entry was by far one of the best! My FAVORITE part...hehe..."you are unique, funny, beautiful, witty, smart, strong, bubbly, caring...you are like trail mix...a mixture of all the pleasant things in life in one tiny package...if only you were $3.99 then i'd buy you and take you to college with me!" sheila if u were $3.99 i'd buy you too bc im gonna need someone like u down in south carolina with me! :)
due to unfortunate weather and being sick, sheila and i could not attend the james taylor concert, but its ok, because we're gonna make up for it at the norah jones concert tonight!
it's been a week and a day since i graduated and i really havent been doing anything exciting...just hanging out with the gang and having a blast with them...its a shame im leaving on august 15th (for clemson!) but i dont wanna talk about leaving bc i get upset...veronica and lipica can back that up since they were the ones making me cry when they talked about it! :( hehe i love u girls...
the fifth harry potter book came out! but i havent had the chance to really sit down and read it...craigs mom got me a copy from the library to read until i bought my own copy bc shes the best, haha...but i ended up finding a copy at wegmans, but to thank her any way i bought her and craig bertie botts every flavor beans (for all u non-harry potter fans u would not understand these, hehe) the dirt really did taste like dirt, eww, the grass wasnt bad, haha, i was afraid to go near the booger and vomit ones tho, lol...craig and i got eric and mike to eat the vomit and sardine flavored ones...ew, haha...harry potter is a god, lol
wow, i think its time to wrap this post up, haha, too much to say but not enough time to write it all down...thanx to brad and lipica...i'll end it on my new favorite joke...
Where do poor meatballs live? (drum roll please) . . . . in the spaGHETTO!!
haha that cracks me up everytime i hear it!
byeeeee :)
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| for my sister nicole.... |
[21 Jun 2003|08:06pm] |
its a shame i couldn't get around to signing your yearbook. so when i thought of buying you bedtime bear i thought of also giving you a letter. but since i couldn't get the bear then i couldn't possible give you the letter. so here it is...
Nicole,
With only two months left of you and I actually living together I've come to the conclusion that I'm muh fuggin' happy. Actually no I lied. Completely. I'm a LIAR. This is better then a hallmark...
When you leave for college I won't miss the late nights that your up typing on the computer when I'm in desperate need of sleep. I won't miss the times we fought or the times you wouldn't buy me the Early November CD. I won't miss the days in school when we didn't talk or see each other. Or the times you wouldn't let me on the computer. I mean with you gone I get the computer and room to myself. I won't miss the constant struggle at dads house for the posession of the remote control. Or who gets to sleep on the bottom bed. I won't miss you changing a song I like on the radio after it's two seconds of air time. I won't miss you taking the deodorant away from me or you using all my gel.
On the other hand there will be things that I will miss. Like the dead fetus you carry around in your uterus. I'll miss the late night talks before we both fall asleep. Or the stupid boy stories you tell me. Or making late night stops at the A & P on route 9 just to get junk food. Or belting out Daniel Beddingfields song on the way home while eating fritos. For the past 15 years of my life I've come home and I've always had you here. So it wasn't always bad having you home all the time. Even though you annoyed me to a point where I wanted to kill you, I still enjoyed having you around. I mean you were always someone I could confide in, except I never really did. And even though our family went through so much in the past year you were there for me whether or not I knew it. But I never really needed you.
Having you around is more of a gift then you just being around because you live in the same house as I do. So shunai, when you go off to college I grant you the privledge of making new friends and totally forgetting about the one friend you have (which is me). But you can't forget where you came from. And that is moms stomach--not her wahina. Don't forget the dreams you had here as becoming a school teacher. Don't forget the people who made you who you are. Don't forget the effort you put into failing pre calc. And don't forget that no matter how many fake people or how many self centered bitches you're friends with the one friend that you'll never lose is me. Have fun in college.
And if I can give you advice I'd steal it from Ryan Tedder but just change it a tiny bit...
If you want to fly you have to want to leave the ground
love,
sara
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blah...it's my last week of high school...can't decide how i feel right now...bittersweet?
im excited that school is over this week but im not sure im excited to go to college yet...i'm gonna miss everyone! i know i still have the summer but my summer is so much shorter than everyone elses! i'm leaving august 15th, im the first to go... :( V made me super sad in the car last night when we were talking about it...
high school reached it's "closing time" and as much as i keep telling myself that graduating is the beginning of something better, i cant help but be a lil sad...
"it's closing time...every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end..." -Semisonic
sweet dreams...
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| even more amazinggggg!!!! |
[10 Jun 2003|12:30am] |
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so HAPPY right now!
so HYPER right now!
everything and everyone is AMAZING!
i'm like bursting inside right now, i feel like im about to EXPLODE into bits and pieces of happiness, all over everyone! haha, im such a dork!!
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[09 Jun 2003|04:05pm] |
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i have amazing friends...hehe...
the beginning of my senior year sucked...i never went out, i hated everyone, i enjoyed doing everything by myself, all i thought about was going away to school in the fall...but...
...i met so many cool people(and u all know who u r!) and now the thought of leaving everyone at the end of the summer makes me o so sad :(
and even tho im sad, thats a good thing, bc i'd rather be sad about missing awesome people then be happy about leaving high school bc i was miserable...if that makes any sense, lol
so yes...im very satisfied with the way my senior year seems to be ending, i have great memories to hold on to with great people and i hope that even after we all go away to college we can keep in touch!
totally obsessed with the song amazing by josh kelley, its a must download!
"baby you're amazing,
i want to let you see
that you're everything and more to me..." -Josh Kelley
BC ALL OF U R AMAZING!
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| harry potter = god |
[06 Jun 2003|12:36am] |
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93 on poetry project...go me...just have to read them to the class now...sigh
i need to go to the city...craving it very much...mo recently told me he'd never been to the city just to spend the day there so i'm gonna take him with me and nyc him up!
i got very emotional at work tonight (i work at steve madden shoes btw)...as much as i bitch about it...im going to miss it lots when i leave for clemson, i'll never find another job like it...best boss, best coworkers and 40% of all the shoes! haha...hold it son!
O MY GOSH! Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoneix (the 5th book!!!) comes out June 21st!! I will not be available for plans on the 21st-22nd, hehe...it's all about harry those two days... :) sigh...y can't all boys be like harry?
haha...rochelle's prom date was from england and he wasn't amused with my questions about harry potter...what a bum...hehe
very sleepy...
"Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream
And all my fears are left behind..." -KD
dreaming... ;)
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poetry is done! it stinks but its done...wahoo!jordan read his poetry in english today, i enjoyed it very much...was definitly an interesting period...sigh...dr p liked tims cover better than mine and tims was just plain paper!i'm nervous about reading my poems to the class, i'm not proud of any of them, o well.
relay for life this weekend, that should be fun
june 8th is my 3 month anniversary with my hostess cupcake! We're totally at the next plateau,hehe love you lip!(timmy our 3 month friendship-anniversary is on june 7th! lol do u remember our first play date?)
i bought my dad tickets to see james taylor for fathers day bc i'm the coolest daughter, it was suppose to be a nice father-daughter bonding day but it's his godmothers 75 birthday party and he has to go :( but my sheila is gonna come with me instead so its all good! :)
best song...In Da Tub by Bert & Ernie...hehe
"Go Go Go Go Go Go Go Ernie, it's your bath time
We gonna party cuz its your bath time
We gonna sip Bacardi cuz its your bath time
Make sure you take your rubber ducky cuz it's your bath time!"
im so silly...hehe
sweet dreams! :)
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| samson and delilah |
[02 Jun 2003|12:39am] |
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why do all the good guys fall for the girls that treat them the worst?
"So many questions that need an answer...
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
What does the wind say when she cries?
Why did Samson love Delilah??
Someday we'll know..." -MM
writing poetry is an emotionally draining process...sigh
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| the long day is over |
[01 Jun 2003|02:26am] |
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sigh...saturday went on forever...
tried writing poetry all morning, was very unsuccessful
ran some errands...prom pictures came out terrible, grr
worked all night...my feetsies hurt
went to tims for a lil
questioned my decision to go to school in south carolina...too far? i've been craving nyc so much lately...how will i satisfy that craving all the way in Clemson???
looking forward to seeing Norah Jones @ pnc on June 27th...wahoo!
Feeling tired
By the fire
The long day is over
The wind is gone
Asleep at dawn
The embers burn on
With no reprise
The sun will rise
The long day is over...
- The Long Day is Over, Norah Jones
the long day is over...nighty night
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[31 May 2003|03:34pm] |
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hehe...this is my first live journal entry, i've been live journal devirginized! I guess there's a first time for everything, haha...
work today @ 5...then lots of poetry to write for Dr. P's project!
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